Last day on the job. I am working from home. I feel AMAZING. I decided it would be best if i commemorate the complete abandonment of responsibility with a new hairstyle. check it.
Now it's all about getting all my shit together, putting it in storage, tying up loose ends, and spending as much time with the people i care about before i leave.
Fuckin A. I feel like i am cutting my shackles of responsibility and taking breaths of free air for the first time in a long long time.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Monday, October 20, 2008
2 Weeks to Go
Is this real...? is all the shit i have been talking about for the last 5 years of my life really going to happen? It's Fuckin weird man.
When you've been dreaming about doing something for so long w/out actually living it, you get used to the fact this dream only exists in your mind. As my dreams slowly transform into reality, there are these strange sensations of fear, anticipation & happiness. I am on the brink of an amazing adventure. One I have been yearning for a long time.
All i know is that the "RIGHT NOW" is all can wrap my hands around.
right now, this very moment, i am wrapping my hands around the aftermath of eating 5 lbs of all you can eat Indian Buffet, in honor of the "Gutman Farewell Lunch" my work family took me out to.
I call them my family cuz they really took care of me this last year. It has been a rough one and they were there the entire way through. I will never forget that.
I told em so today at lunch too. That felt good.
My last day is Thursday. Wizard!
When you've been dreaming about doing something for so long w/out actually living it, you get used to the fact this dream only exists in your mind. As my dreams slowly transform into reality, there are these strange sensations of fear, anticipation & happiness. I am on the brink of an amazing adventure. One I have been yearning for a long time.
All i know is that the "RIGHT NOW" is all can wrap my hands around.
right now, this very moment, i am wrapping my hands around the aftermath of eating 5 lbs of all you can eat Indian Buffet, in honor of the "Gutman Farewell Lunch" my work family took me out to.
I call them my family cuz they really took care of me this last year. It has been a rough one and they were there the entire way through. I will never forget that.
I told em so today at lunch too. That felt good.
My last day is Thursday. Wizard!
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
1 month to go
Every day is a new adventure. Last Saturday i woke up at 9 am and started drinking bacon bloody mary's, after which time I decided it was a good idea to get dressed up in a full body spandex suite (booties, gloves, and hood included) and dance my ass off all day. Tonight, who the fuck knows. probably something awesome will happen.
It is weird, the more and more i let go of control the more awesome my life gets and the more awseome i feel. Sometimes you drive the car and sometimes the car drives you. I am taking a break from driving for a while. I hope i don't crash.
It is weird, the more and more i let go of control the more awesome my life gets and the more awseome i feel. Sometimes you drive the car and sometimes the car drives you. I am taking a break from driving for a while. I hope i don't crash.
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